While i was sleeping last night i had those phone calls, maybe 20 times, and it woked me up at the end. After i check my phone and saw all these calls and messages i felt that something bad happened. The calls were from my 3 friends and 2 brothers, both wanted to tell me about Kobe..

I went the my sitting room and opened the TV, i have NBA TV in my satellite and saw the sad news.. Seeing Kobe's face on the screen made me feel so bad.. I mean how could it be?! I have tweeted about LeBron 2 days ago and congrated him for passing Kobe in all time scoring list.. And now Kobe is gone.. I have watched LeBron's reaction and that time i cried :'( Look LeBron, he just got shocked when he recieves the bad news..

After that i have watched many more reaction which comes from new current and retired players.. James Worthy said that sometimes the words became meaningless because there is no answer or explanation.. Also i saw Doc Rivers couldn't talk he cried out and it was too touchy.. Also it has brake my heart that when i heard Shaq's speech.. Also listened Jack Nicholson, he told some short stories about Kobe and that was touchy. Melo came next after the game and he also couldn't speak. He said that they had dinner 4 days ago in New York with Kobe Bryant and his family.. Now i am still watching the NBA TV and DeMar DeRozan speaking about Kobe.. He is also can't talk, repeating the same words.. So sad.. So sad.. So sad!

That was actually weird to feel that bad for a person you have never met.. Yes.. But i think i know him.. I mean i was born in 1978 which is same with Kobe and i had chance to watch him in 1996 because the internet arrived that times and i got connected with the right time again with him. If he started to play before 96 i wouldn't know him this much..

I said i cried but i just can't think that how his lovely wife Vanessa holing ups.. Too hard for a lady to loose husband and eldest child in one accident.. I wish power to her from the God.. She must stay strong and calm because she still have 3 children.. If life is a test, Vanessa having the hardest one after living wonderful life..

Yesterday i wrote some short comments about Kobe but i couldn't hold my self to write a real one a good one.. I am NBA fan in last 30 years and Kobe was one of my Top 3 player.. I have been watch him in all his career, there are too many things that i can't forget about him.. The 81 ponts Raptor game or that dish to Shaq! Or his fairwell game performance.. So he was important for me.. Yes.. That's why i wear stuffs which his name on it or why he has poster on my wall?!

I want to say good bye to the Black Mamba and i will always remember him..

Thank you for reading.. R.I.P....