Other / hopeless
Have you ever liked someone, who doesn't even know that you exist? Is it just me? or there are the others out there like me? At first, I thought it was odd to fall deep in love with a total stranger. But I was wrong. I know I fell for him because of his looks. I also thought that this feelings that I am feeling right now isn't going to last. Again, I was wrong. It's so hard to look at him every single day. It's so hard to walk every day and passed by him. I always get this feeling of wanting to talk to him, but I also get this feeling not to, because I'm too scared to get rejected or ignored. Oh God, if he only knew how much these butterflies bothers me, every-time he walks by. I tried confessing my feelings for him through Instagram story, 'cause I know he watches my story whenever he's active, did I mention that he was my classmate in one of my classes? That's where I met him. By the way, I posted a pic of Taylor Lautner on my Ig story with a caption of "I'm in love with a person whose name starts with J" and another Ig story with a caption of, "Clue: His name is Taylor Lautner's name in the movie, Twilight." and then he saw it. And nothing happened. He just viewed my story, and ignored it. I guess, I'll just have to continue working on forgetting him. I've got no guts to tell him how I really feel. I'll have to stop thinking of him.
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